...souls forever!

where in the world is this perfect heartbreak, oh i ache for it to come in,

for where should i seek this sequened trouser t shirt made to protect my skin,

i long for a heart that is not only thick skinned but somewhat nice to get in.

but can i break into this seemingly warm and comforting thing, oh where to begin…

A brief flutter of a feeling for desire,

A simple moment

Bound with a careful filter

Of words unspoken, and secrets kept

Of past and of regret

My thoughts digress to what i owe this timely mess

From books i have not kept

And chapters i forget

And of a place i’ve never left

And of a path i’ll never tread…

gimme time to open up to you, i’m bad at making decisions, i believe in good in all and bad in some but love is out there for everyone. lately i have justified every bad move i made but somehow i still feel empty. is it cos i dont see it all out there in front of me? or is someone still hiding it? who knows but the poet with the notepad? and the shadow in the sunset. tomorrow will show us all, guaranteed!!

Dear Gaelle,

I’ve thought a lot recently about you and me, and now I feel I understand what you’ve tried to tell me. I know your young and full of hope for what your future could be, and its stupid for me to even think that your future could be me. But im glad to have the time we shared and have it in my memory, cos it will not fade and wont be sad cos you will always be with me. In my heart. But I finally understand fully. You where not ready. I will always appreciate your honesty, your empathy, and your integrity.

And most of all, the way you loved me…

…. But don’t forget,

you will always be my baby.

Sincerely,

Yours faithfully.

xoxoxo

golden flames on pink sage

laughing till i cannot no more

seething with desire, contemplate, inspire

helpless madness, homeless, hopelessness

battered and alone

..the dust settles, the storms regress

to reveal a bright and shiny new universe

the thunder wanes, the lightning fades

and all i see is a fresh new start for us all

where no thought could be in the past

and no bad should the future cast

and bring only good, cos we deserve it..

… finally, at last.