February 2011
1 post
“I drink because my life is a mess, my life is a mess because I drink.”
October 2010
1 post
farmiliararity
where in the world is this perfect heartbreak, oh i ache for it to come in,
for where should i seek this sequened trouser t shirt made to protect my skin,
i long for a heart that is not only thick skinned but somewhat nice to get in.
but can i break into this seemingly warm and comforting thing, oh where to begin…
August 2010
4 posts
Valentine in August...
A brief flutter of a feeling for desire,
A simple moment
Bound with a careful filter
Of words unspoken, and secrets kept
Of past and of regret
My thoughts digress to what i owe this timely mess
From books i have not kept
And chapters i forget
And of a place i’ve never left
And of a path i’ll never tread…
January 2010
1 post
...
gimme time to open up to you, i’m bad at making decisions, i believe in good in all and bad in some but love is out there for everyone. lately i have justified every bad move i made but somehow i still feel empty. is it cos i dont see it all out there in front of me? or is someone still hiding it? who knows but the poet with the notepad? and the shadow in the sunset. tomorrow will show us...
December 2009
5 posts
Re: my baby
Dear Gaelle,
I’ve thought a lot recently about you and me, and now I feel I understand what you’ve tried to tell me. I know your young and full of hope for what your future could be, and its stupid for me to even think that your future could be me. But im glad to have the time we shared and have it in my memory, cos it will not fade and wont be sad cos you will always be with me. In my heart....
.....
golden flames on pink sage
laughing till i cannot no more
seething with desire, contemplate, inspire
helpless madness, homeless, hopelessness
battered and alone
a brave new world
..the dust settles, the storms regress
to reveal a bright and shiny new universe
the thunder wanes, the lightning fades
and all i see is a fresh new start for us all
where no thought could be in the past
and no bad should the future cast
and bring only good, cos we deserve it..
… finally, at last.
“all of lifes short comings dont seem so bad when your stuffing your face with...”
November 2009
8 posts
“The greatest challenge of life is knowing when to give up and when to keep on...”
“love makes lifes sweetest pleasures and worst misfortunes”
– Choix de pensees de l’amore by Madeine de Scudery
1 tag
...
hearts divine, souls intwined
only who though am i?
just me..
the wonder and delusion
can i be lost but here
existing purely as thought?
so easily one can lose one…